Been trying to learn Cisco (network routing equipment) online through, which I was given access to in my severance package. Maybe I need to just move out in order to get everything done that needs getting done. My 4 year old daughter thinks just because I’m working from home right now, that means I can play all the time. It makes it hard to concentrate, and some of this computer stuff takes some serious concentration.

I love my daughter, but she is easily the most demanding child I’ve ever come across. Of course, she’s the first one who is MINE, and I don’t want to avoid her. I don’t want her to grow up thinking I don’t want her around, so I have to spend as much time as possible with her. She’s going through a needy stage.

I’ve also been trying to finish a screenplay, which also takes concentration … and quiet. Actually, I think that’s finished. Let me back up. First, I wrote a novella as if I was writing a screenplay. It was in prose form, but was more visually oriented, with a lot of dialogue as a movie would have. That was not very well received, so I reformatted it into screenplay format, updating it along the way. Then I just recently wrote another outline because the screenplay had too many flashbacks and voice-overs, I thought. This third version started at the beginning chronologically. It’s just taking forever, and it’s really not that great of a story to begin with. It was just a writing assignment I gave myself. I should probably drop it and start something fresh and new. The only problem is that I would love to sell it, or at least something, because I could use the money right now. I’m too old with too many dependents to be a “starving artist.”

The weird thing about this story is that it involves someone who gets fired, finds his girlfriend cheating on him and videotaping it, and learns he has a fatal disease, all in one day. Actually, that’s not the weird part. The weird part is that I’ve always had this vague worry that what I write will come true. And then, I write a story about a guy getting fired, and guess what, I get fired in real life. I don’t see my wife having an affair, though. And if she did, I really don’t see her videotaping it. 🙂 Of course, my previous story involved a guy who wins the lottery and runs for president, and that hasn’t happened yet. 🙂 Both of these stories, by the way, are available at

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